I thought to write up some of the things I have been up to as a way to review & summarise the first five months of 2018
I am in an incredibly fortunate position to be able to receive enough donations to volunteer my time for free to Divine Truth & God’s Way companies. I will describe in the later part of this post what I am currently involved in. Continue reading “2018 May Update from Lena”→
This post is part of the series I started in 2017 and feel passionate about. You can read the first part here. I initially titled it Living Transparently, but now I am not so sure the title covers all of the principles I feel strongly about. But I am going to stick with the name for now, because in the center of what I am talking about in these posts, is just being honest and being transparent despite the fears.
In this post I would like to share my current understanding about engaging the emotional resistance and working towards feeling an emotion of fear (fear of something that you are truly terrified of) rather than avoiding it. Maybe this can be of assistance to someone else who is struggling to come to terms with something they have done and not proud of.
I will share a story and use it to draw some examples and the lessons I thought were valuable at the time and during my reflections after.
This post is part of the series about lessons I am learning about taking responsibility for being unloving and breaking not only God’s Laws but also human laws. At the core of this is my developing understanding about what it means and how to become honest within myself about my feelings, intentions & desires. You can read the first two parts to this series here and here.
In the first 2 posts, I have been mostly writing about attitudes to taking physical actions towards correcting unloving behavior and taking responsibility for it. I am currently experimenting with the same approach to now deal with emotional issues which recently have been exposed in me with the help of Jesus & Mary Continue reading “Lesson-Living Transparently 3”→
If only I could see everything as a gift from God.
Image yourself seeing the things that we take for granted like the air we breathe, nature around us, water, sunshine, our planet, all as a gift from God. He does not need it to exist or be happy, it is purely a playground for us to live and learn. Continue reading “If only I could see everything as a gift”→
Firstly I would like to thank everyone who has donated to myself in the past month, I am very grateful for your donations which assist me to support myself. They help me to continue assisting with Divine Truth production.
Igor also would like to thank those who donated to him, while donations to Igor have reduced due to his time away from volunteering for Divine Truth, which is understandable, he just wanted to thank those who donated.
Also I would like to thank everyone who has responded and adopted to the new ways to donating to us, I understand that it required you to go back and change the bank account or PayPal details, but we are very grateful as it assists us with our accounting.
I thought to share with you projects I am personally very excited about that are all coming together in the coming weeks-months. Continue reading “Few Projects”→
Sometime in 2015 Igor & I decided we really wanted to be closer to God and wanted to put an extra effort into this relationship. Throughout 2016 and start of 2017 with a help of an event from the past, we started working through very important issues of ethics, morality honesty & responsibility, and inequality specifically between family members and anyone else – because God has made us all equal no matter what we think about that ourselves, to be treated fair and square and each of us is as important as anyone else. And emotions or beliefs that are not in harmony with God of course will keep us away from God and from being happier.
It has been too long since I have posted anything on here or spoke of any changes or updates, and I have much to share with you and I want to give my thanks. I have some important changes to tell you all about, and if you donated to myself and Igor in the past, these changes will affect how you can donate to us from now on, so please read on. If you only wish to read about the changes to donations you can jump straight to the sections Important Announcement & Changes to Donation Page.
I wrote this post in early January 2017 but still was hesitant to publish it straight away. I was trying to find the right words and was worried about how it might be received by people or whether I would own my emotions in this post. I didn’t want for people to get the wrong idea toward Jesus and Mary. But I’ve realised me not saying anything while I’m deciding may do more damage, so with some adjustment I’m just going to post a shortened version of it now:
From the start of 2017, Igor has been asked by Jesus and Mary to not be involved in Divine Truth production. This decision was made due to a number of emotional and ethical issues Igor needs to resolve. This is an opportunity for him to have time away to focus on addressing outstanding unloving emotions. Currently Igor is not volunteering his time for Divine Truth.
Lena continues to volunteer full-time helping to manage Divine Truth Production & Office teams and editing DT material.